#GIRLPOWER

today was kind of a sleepy day. Board the bus at 6.30 in the morning and doze off immediately when given a seat. I was lucky that I woke up just in time to go out the bus. Todays weather is a bit chilly and as usual I have forgotten to bring a jacket along. Lucky there was ZH who is always there when I need warmth. I meant his jacket kept me warmed, hahaha. As lesson went on, I took down notes and the days goes on as usual. Til he walked in. My jaw literally dropped to the floor. I was smiling to myself like a psychopath. He was looking hella good. I cant help myself but to stare at his perfection. To me he has no flaws. My weakness is when guys knows how to dress well and smell like a field full of flowers. He has this mystery side to him that i just cant quite understand which makes him sexy but nerdy. A sexy nerd to be exact. My friends told me to talked to him but i cant. I would literally blush whenever he is around. The vibe his giving me is way off the chart. I know that he has broken up recently but now he is getting to know this girl knowing i wont be her. I'm here singing treat you better by shawn mendes hoping he will see me. The way he sat just now. I was observing his body language. I was across the room and he was too. I was sitting facing him,thinking he would sit the other direction. Come to my surprise, he was sitting facing me. I kept on smiling but tried to keep it cool as always. I notice someone was looking at me. Busy finishing the task given, i look up, it was him. He was looking at me smiling. My stomach flutters. He walked towards the table where my bag was. I was sitting with my bestf at another table. He was sitting diagonally behind me. I couldn't breath. He was staring at me,i turn around and he was still staring. He was not like other guys,when i saw him staring, usually people will look away. He didn't. He stared at me like he wanted to tell me something. Its like i feel we were meant to be. Maybe it was all in my thoughts. My friend sent me this quote saying the best thing a women can do is to know

that she doesn't need a man in her life to have a success story. She can stand with her both feet. I kept staring at that quote sent by one of my closest friend. Maybe she is right. I don't need a man to make it happen,ill get up do my thing. My motivation is to be an independent lady. No more crushing on guys,they are just a waste of your time. Focus on your exams,studys and family and friends. They are more important. Listen ladies,we can make it happen even without a guy by our side,lets be an independent ladies of the future. #girlpower -audi