Old Flame

Today marks the start of my new phase in life. Cant really figure out how I'm feeling at this moment in time but it is definitely something I will cherish the most. So today we had our first class in the year 2017. New friends, new rivals, new feelings. Some may say that it will be the most stressful time of the year but my opinions differ. I could really see how this year might be the year. Back on track, I had all my things ready. To new shoes, a handful of pens, A stack of vibrant-colored notebooks, a color coordinated wardrobe fill with in trend clothing and accessories. Woke up at 8 today,made myself some breakfast then went on to take a bath. Next up is hair and makeup. Cant really see myself without makeup. I mean,i can live without it but i like to spice things up. Just like what my friends say, masala hahaha. Looked in the mirror, really felt good abt myself,how i presented myself. So i went out the door,hopped on the public buses and off i go to school. Bought myself a cup of tea or how i would like to call em chai. Called my friend,ask them where they are and waited. Caught a glimpse of my friend and talk to him for a bit. As i walk up to the lecture theatre, I saw him sneaking a glimpse. He looked diff. A good diff. Eventhough his hair kind of change and his window to the world changes,my feelings for him didnt. Even how hard i try to resist, he keeps coming back,knocking the door to my heart, coming up with reasons to stay. Similar to mine. Was in a state of shocked when my friend told me that he ask abt me. He really is something. I cant figure it out why i still think he is the one. Eventhough he looked like one of the surfer guys you would meet at a normal beach side with his hair parted in an unusual way,he still looks good to me. It is weird how that anything he does, i am somehow attracted. Even at his worse i still see him or more like i accept anything and everything he does. I hope this year could be more detailed and not as vague as last year. I need straightforward feelings,emotions and answers. I have got no time for maybe. It is either yes or no. Everything evolves around him. Im glad my name was one of your words today. Blessed. God, please make him stay if he is the one. That is all for today. Always believe in fate. If it is meant to be it will be.